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2003-09-28T15:02:00.000-02:00

2003-09-28T14:59:00.000-02:00

Getting more and more restless nowsaday. Feel tired always. And my eyes hurt a lot. No matter how many hours i sleep, I am still feeling very tired, restless and MY EYES HURT. What happened to my body?

Two of my friends' birthdays fall on these few days, one in army, the other one still slacking. The one in army asked me to go out on saturday night. I agreed in the first place but due to my tiredness, I went home instead. On the way home, another friend of mine asked me to meet for a drink. I told him I was too tired. Seriously, i am really very tired ..... very very tired.

Think
Im
Really
Entering
Depression

2003-09-10T16:06:00.000-02:00

there is no hatred in me .... lucky me .... have not met someone that bad .... life is a tough journey sometimes .... people are vicious .... beware!

D A N G E R ! ! ! ........... ............. ............... ................... take good care of yourself .... you might not see this but i love you

2003-09-10T15:35:00.000-02:00

Why do people blog? DOnt tell me the blogger just report on what he did for the whole day and thats it. It will be a total waste of time if that is the case. I am here to say what I feel about anything, If i were to blog for the sake of pleasing everyone, wouldnt I becoming a hypocrite.

Upon realising something that offended you, why not reflect on yourself? I am definitely not perfect, I might be the one in wrong and I might be accusing someone, maybe being too insensitive. In any case, blogging might even help each other to lessen our weaknesses rather then everyone keeping things to themselves and taking evil backstabs at each other. Wouldnt that be more terrifying? HaiZzzz.....no one likes to see or hear bad comments on themselves. But do you think that every living thing will like you? A person with a almost flawless character will have a lot of likings from others, but not EVERY single person will like him. The only thing I believe is that if you want someone to be good to you, be good to him/her first or else do not expect anything more.

2003-08-25T15:30:00.000-02:00

More and More things are coming up. Here and there, everywhere. First thing first. 1) Grouping of FYP - I have the options to choose from, Jessica's group and Fir's group(no offence here). Who to choose from? Deep down bottom of my heart, I am, of course, very happy to be grouped with FIr's group. Why? SImple reason, we are closer. In jess's group, only calvin can direct my decision. SOrry Jess, I am not so close with you after all. The rest, hi bye friends later in my life.

This is the reality, face the music. What are friends for????? They are only people who accompany us so that we would not die of boredom(vice versa), anything else u think friends are for, you can sms me and we talk about that. I have alot alot alot alot of friends, all of different kinds. They have different needs, some are damn detestable, some are nice people. There are quite a lot who are really nice chaps, I am glad that I met them.

To Teresa, I believed there is no one that you trust in DMMT. All of us are just your project mates, people to talk to IN THE SCHOOL. That is what i think, right? You have your good friends outside, they are your life-long friends. For us, we are just some passer-bys. Am I rude to say this? But again, I have to emphasize that this is only what i think. You can confront me anytime, haha. FrANKLY speaking, i dont know you well but i can see two good qualities in you. Good temper and straight-forward. You are quite unhappy with fir, but i agreed with the FACTS that he stated.

2003-08-13T14:41:00.000-02:00

I am getting jealous. Jealous of a lot of people, a lot of things. Envy and Jealous. OF almost everything coz life is unfair, unjust. I dont understand what I am typing, do u? Been thinking of some aspects if life, life is always so imperfect. You cannot get everything you want, some you can choose, some unstoppable.
(IMPERFECT + CONTENTED = PERFECT - OTHERS)
So am i asking myself to be contented with life??????

2003-08-10T15:10:00.000-02:00

Today is 11th.......half a month more.......2 weeks pluz more.........16 days more..........I will be free......haizzz.....finally!!......my mum is worried.......I know she rather I dun get out of this "thing". ArrrGGGGGGGGghHHHHHhh!!!!!!! Sometimes i do feel glad that I hav this VALID excuse not to go out but.......... sometime i feel like going out....... Its Contradicting ...... I dont know what do i want.......how???

2003-08-05T14:55:00.000-02:00

Fucking long time since i last blogged. I almost forget what user name i am using. Suddenly, i feel that blogging is rather interesting but who reads my blog? No one.....haha....so...why do i still post????I planned to start blogging .... but i am always half-hearted in everything i do. HaizZZzz. I am Tired. I feel Like sleeping. I feel Like not working tomoro......I AM BORED

2003-05-08T13:56:00.000-02:00

today is quite a meaningful day. Played basketball in school, my basketball skills sucks...that is wat i can say. Anyway, quite tired already....sleeping soon

2003-05-05T14:35:00.000-02:00

Finally, Exams is over. No need to study for another two months. Feel so glad and relieved. Time to slim down, I feel so fat for the past few months without excercising. I neglected a lot of friends due to the heavy loads of assignments i need to finish. Does this mean that I am making use of friends?????When i am free i will look for them, when i am busy i did not even bother about them. So sad. Maybe that is the kind of life in singapore. Everyone is so busy with their things. I am reading some messages now. My hp seems so slow when opening messages nowadays. Anyway I am getting a new hp tomorrow. Its a promotion, hope that it is still on tomorrow.

2003-05-04T16:18:00.000-02:00

Just finished READING IWED. It is damn difficult to digest the content, forcing myself every moment. Its ok, I remembered nothing after so many hours of reading. All because i have a short-term memory. Studying has become more and more tedious than ever, wondering how did i manage to store so much info. in my brain during Olevels. *sadZzzz* Getting old already. A new promoter from Acer came last weekend, suprisingly, he is my friend. What a conicidence. Sad to hear from him that he have already dropped out of NYP. Frankly speaking, most of my friends have left the education system. What is the reason??????Education and Certificates are so important nowadays and they can afford to not have them??Or maybe it is due to some personal reasons. SIck of school??? Sleeping soon. *Yawn*

2003-05-02T02:54:00.000-02:00

testing

2003-05-02T02:47:00.000-02:00

Hmmm.......just came back from mcds.......meet the officer again........everytime when i need to go there.......it would bound to bring some bad memories to me.......quite a sad life. What should i do now? study for the sucky IWED or go out and have fun? Making decisions in life is indeed tough.....especially between right and wrong. Sometimes doing the right thing doesnt make you happy. Fir just asked me to watch X2. It has been a very long time since i last watched a movie, I dont even remember what show i watched the last time. Hui, Happy?

2003-04-22T15:49:00.000-02:00

Hmmmmm.......first time trying this stuff........seems new and fun to me.......haha.......hmmmm./.....its a long day today........tomoro too........have to catch some sleep.......